I keep listening to my Younha CDs. :)
I really love her music, it always sounds.... "free-spiriting". AHAHAHA
It feels like I could just lay back and dream. I really love her voice.

This actually was my very very veeeeery first Korean song I've ever listened to!
Now... thinking about it... I might have listened to the Japanese version.
Yeah. But I liked her voice so I listened to DELETE and then.. yeah, FIRST KOREAN SONG DUH.


...sometimes I am scared at how flexible my body seems to be HAHAHAHHA. I had to climb into the big paper bin of our house and... didn't use something to climb on but just raised my leg and hopped inside. (and that bin's high.. like.. til a bit underneath my chest? XDDD)
I also can bite in my toe! ;D

YO YO YO WASSUP.

Although I am no fast food lover except for McSunday, I freaking love that!!!



ADDICTED OMG.

This song makes me so giggly and hyper AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
I.. really want to see a super size burger. won't eat it, but I'd like to see one

Today.. Stefan and me played... THE NOODLE GAME.

The rules are easy.

You say "NOODLES WITH .... [INSERT ANYTHING]!!!!" and that really fast after each other!!!

I think... he said "NOODLES WITH VIAGRA!!!"
And I answered: "NOODLES WITH CONDOM!!!!"

It's not funny in English.. but uh.
In German "Noodles" is "Nudeln", which also is a verb. And uuuuh.. that verb means... bonk
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA so get it??? bonk with condom AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *dies*

( arts arts artsssss )

Me:"*sneaks from behind and actually wants to surprise nice!twin*"
He:"*turns around* Yo!"
Me:" D: I wanted to ninja-attack you."
He:"No chance."
Me:"You felt my ~pink aura~, didn't you."
He:"*snorts* Yeah, riiiight."

Lydia:"... you need a guy... who's as weird as you are."
Me:"...:/ Oh really. As if I wouldn't know that! One prob: THEY DON'T EXIST."
Lydia:"... Nah, COME ON!!! They are.. only.. very... very... veeeery.. rare... .__."

Class-trip. The corridor of our hotel. My originally room was number 9, but I invaded room 8 and slept between those girls next to me, keke.
(I tell you, it's awesome to have two blankets ahahahahah.) and yeah, seems like I am always wearing that hoodie.

Look at all those dwarfs! BAWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Although my ego gets crashed everytime I pass a group of class 6 students, 'cause they are taller than me (TT^TT), it's nice to see that those two are smaller, ahahaha.

And yes, I have that talent to never look into the camera.


Today, in IT, my teacher meant to tell me about the 'teacher-skill'. That he actually would be able to 'feel', when a student is hiding something, like chatting or surfing the net, while we actually should work.

And the he told me, that he totally would 'feel', that I am hiding nothing, since I would be doing the exercises.

....

I was playing tetris.

10 minutes later, by now I had lost after the third level of tetris and had started santa swip-swap-cubes, he came back and told me, that he still isn't feeling it. I would be a good student.



....know what? I am on place one of the highscore list of santa swip-swap-cubes.
Made a screenshot, but didn't have enough time to upload it, it's still on the school computer.


That much to that 'teacher-skill'.


Kekekekeke.

Writing this while sitting in IT. kekeke.
I have a really nice seat in the corner. Gotta hide the fact, that I am not doing what I should. ^.^v

....two days ago.. I stepped into dog poop.
And didn't notice it, until yesterday evening. >__>
I was lucky because I didn't spread it in the whole house.. but uh well.
I kept thinkin' my dog farted, b/c it smelled awful the whole time AHAHAHA.


...random thought...
I think I am overambitious.
Like... when I am walkin' home and a kid is passing me.. I start walking faster, cause hell nah, a kid won't walk faster than me!!! .____.

And.... I think... the best title for me would be "I give a damn - person", because I srsly shrug at a lot of things. However there is one thing, keeping me busy. I don't like it when ppl say things like "Wow, you look normal today!" ... it's like a lot of eyes are watchin' me, exceptin' me to have a new look every day.
Sometimes.. I am really sick of it. Bein' a trendsetter can be pretty annoyin'. I know I should give a freaking damn.


....today I'm wearin' my old rocker-clothes. Sadly, they fit my body better now than they used to (due the fact that I lost weight) .___.
People kept tellin' me I look soo cool, OMG.

But again, I'd love to give a damn. A damn about what others think. I started to dress in my own style, 'cause I wanted them to leave me alone, showin' that I'm different.

Yeah, totally failed, I guess. keke

and uh, idk. I think right now, there's a muse takin' over ahahahahah.

Fashion.
I love you.

His message:

"<3.... my heart here. You can throw it away."

My answer:"

"*throws it away*"

*BRIIIIIIIIIIIIICKED*

DON'T TEMPT ME MAN.





on a happy note... we started to rp MBLAQ ahahahahaha.
And of course I have Joon.*wiggles eyebrows*


Today... he had the shock of his life AHAHHAHAHA.

Joon: ^.^b
Joon: and if anyone ever will be mean to... just gimme a sign and big bro Joon will show 'em why they should be nice to you!
Cheondung: ❤
Joon: ♥♥
Cheondung: I love you, Lee Joon.
Joon: Hey, we're bandmates, rite? I love you too, man.
Cheondung: <3 I'm going to be sleeping in your bed from now on.
Joon: O.O WHAT.
Cheondung: I told you I was going to watch you.
Joon: I.. uh. My bed is my sanctuary ;.;

... not gonna lie. He was hella shocked, when Cheondung suddenly said "I love you" AHAHAHAHAHHAAH

It's not right to say my room isn't organized. *laughs*
It's just a very.. creative way of organizing things.
And... I don't hide food. Doesn't survive that long in my room.
To be honest... I did find a very.. old... apple and.. sandwich in my schoolbag, after summer break....kekeke.....
Somewhere on this picture is a Pikachu. keke~


:3 So today.. I officially skipped school.
Because I was part of that demonstration for a better education.
It was my first demonstration, but this feeling of unity was overwhelming.
There were 5 police-cars kekekeke.
And we sat down on two big crossings.
...it actually is sad, that students have to demonstrate like that.
It should be given in a Democracy, that everyone can study, not only the rich.
I can be glad, that my mom's earning way more money then the moms of others, or
I couldn't be able to move out next year and live in my own apartment in one
of the most expensive cities in whole Germany.

Uh anyway...
I think I managed it, that someone likes me because of my fail KEKEKE.
There is that one guy in the student council of whom I was freaking scared to begin with!
Because he has a lot of piercings and is tall and... I was scared ok??? D:
And it didn't happen just once, that he entered the room and I screamed or
winced, because the sudden movement of the door shocked me. .___.
And yesterday, when he hold his hand out to me, I thought he wanted to have a shake
as a greeting 8DDD;; So I shook his hand and smiled and smiled and smiled, until
I realized he actually just wanted me to give him the papers laying next to me .___.

However today, during the demonstration I was walking next to him, when he suddenly
put his cap up and put it on my head KEKEKEKE (cause he wanted to put his hoodie on again)
I FELT HELLA PROUD OF WEARING THAT CAP AHAHAHAHAHA


...and then he took it again TT__________TT


...for 3 minutes in my life.. I felt really cool.



...my right groin, my right knee and my right foot hurt. IDK WHAT I DID. But my leg feels so weak T_T

Today SOOOO wasn't my day, like REALLY D:

I woke up with stomach-ache, which turned into nausea and stayed like that the whole day.
but... I am good in ignoring sickness

Then....in PE I totally caused nice!twin to fall on his butt and make a few rolls in the ground with me almost falling on top of him


I mean accidents for those twins ^^;

Then. While working out at the gym my groin kept hurting and I twisted my knee .___.

AND.. after I signed my application for college I wanted to blow the ink dry and spit on my application papers...... ORZ.

But.... I think there will be worse days! HWAITING! 8DDDDD

I mean, the day wasn't too bad since we spent quiet a while in the computer room.
And then, suddenly, nice!twin sat down next to me (he's in the parallel class).

Me:"O.O Don't you have classes right now?"
He:"Yeah~ But I said I need to go to the toilet, actually I wanted to have a smoke."
Me:"Awwww.. but then you saw me and decided to come to me????*___*"
He:"No. The door of this room was open, I just wanted to see who's inside."
Me:"TT___TT"

And we talked about buying a star for our lover.

He:"...what's the big deal about it?"
Me:"That it's a really romantic evidence of your love for that person!!!"
He:"Yeah great. I named that star after her and then we break up."
Me:"TT____TT Pessimist."

My bigger problem (than breaking up) was... that I know that I never would be able to tell which is my star. So I prolly would point at the moon. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

And then.. after he spent like.. 15 minutes next to me (long toilet break yes. XD) HIS teacher suddenly entered the room to speak to our teacher and he was like "HSDKJSAHDKJASHDKJD *ninjas out of the room*"

XDDDDD. Lydia and me died. ahahahahahahhaha XD SERVES HIM RIGHT!!!!!

Oh.my.fucking.godness.

IT'S THAT TYPE OF SOMETHING I CAN'T STAND. (IDK IF IT'S A GIRL OR BOY.)


00:40 - shame on me for having the same mobile phone. *throws it out of a window*
00:56 - it totally said "Such a kowai morning.", learn Japanese, stupid! *cracks up*
01:04 - it kissed the TV.... >_____________________> isn't that Inu Yasha? XDDDD
01:38 - I.can't.watch.what.it.is.doing.with.its.hair. IT'LL BREAK ;_;
02:39 - oh girl/boy. You're doing the Visual-kei make-up compleeeetely wrong. -__-
02:44 - ... not even I dance like that when I am alone.but I want that TV screen

*pauses* IDK if I can watch this without hitting something out of anger. >_>" I am allergic to such kinds of individuals.

03:26 - wait. Now I am disappointed. It calls itself an otaku and watchs English dubbed anime? SHAME ON YOU.
03:38 - bb, that is nothing of a manga collection. You should see my two shelves, four drawers and five piles of manga.
03:46 - Pita-ten.... -___- why did I know that.
04:00 - and there it goes with "KOWAI" again.
04:20 - ...the standart is decreasing more and more.
04:33 - "Ok I have to get super super kowai?", don't worry bb, you ARE already super super kowai!
04:39 - wait.. did it change its clothes? Oh yeah, the skirt makes it even more kowai.
04:48 - "What a kowai day." - especially after watching this vid.
05:00 - it looks like a big black jellyfish with that skirt.
05:03 - sakuraS. It really has an idea of the Japanese language. *headdesks* and that doesn't even look like a cherry tree.
05:09 - "LOOK SAKURAS.HAVE.TO.DESTROY."
05:19 - Bento. That's.... a bento. *headdesks x100*
05:28 - EPIC CHOPSTICKS FAIL BAWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
06:07 - IF THAT THING WILL WAVE AT THE CAM ONE MORE TIME I-I-- I!!!!
07:36 - "I wanna speak some NIHONGO for you." ....bite me.
07:39 - ...
07:46 - *HEADDESKS x100^10*
07:50 - the way it says "It's my fiiirst time..."...scares the shit out of me! >__<
08:00 - "Chotto matte EASY TIGER." >_________>
08:22 - that scream. THE SCREAM OF MY MIND GOING CRAZY.
09:00 - I doubt that even that plushy want to be its boyfriend.
09:32 - "OH-YES-OH-SUMI-EY-SAI!"





.... I... I think it killed my brain.

I'M EPIC FAIL. YAY FOR CRAPPY ENGLISH

..the poll, ne?
I will be able to see the outcome in 28 days.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY /dies

So.. which means. I'm enabling comments again and uh, feel free to comment, but I won't be emo if you don't.

Which doesn't mean I give a damn, you just don't have to feel responsible and forced, that you always have to comment :P

I'm the only person on this earth being able to belly dance, while sitting on a chair. Yes. I am awesome like that kekekekeke.

I will go to the hairdresser in exactly 4 weeks. My hair should be long enough then and I can't stand this.. longness. oh how I love neologism I'm tempted to have it cut really short again, but I know I will hate myself for that AHAHAHAHAHAH since it took me 7 months to have it grown that long

I'll probably show the hairdresser a pic of Jaejoong for my new haircut >D

Uh, my dog warmed my cold feet :3

Random question, but to what kind of place do you go, when it's reallyyyyyy hot in summer and you HATE that hotness EVERYONE HATES HOT DON'T DENY IT. AND ALL THE BUGS FLYING AROUND AND THE SPIDERS AND AND... THE BUUUUUUGS.

For me.. it's the church. As an atheist I hardly visit churches but I love them in summer *____* SO COLD UWWAAAAH. Or.. the bank. In my homevillage the bank is just across the street of the ice cream parlor, so we used to buy ice cream and RUN OVER to the bank to save it from the heat! AHAHAHAHA

Mhhh... thinking about it... the bank is pretty useful in winter aswell :O It's almost always open and warm *w* what? yeah, I hate the cold even more than the heat

Oh, I think I hit a new lvl of randomness! YAY!